Tuesday, 20 December 2011


Went island for one day . And I'm coming back today . Because there is school tomorrow ! Oh no ... Alright going to go get Christmas present for mum and dad ! Maybe .. A couple watch ? ^^ heh .. Try to find a perfect one for them . Alright ~ bye .

Monday, 19 December 2011


Woo rain ~ screw you man . Went to buy another hamster house again . Wanted to sit on bus from one end to the other end then go home but .. Too lazy . I felt bad towards my mum cause she knew I was all alone at home but I just told her off .. But I really didn't mean to .. Because my dad met an accident last two years and he's still on wheelchair and I really don't want mum to leave him i was afraid that he would fall or something .. But after that my mum called back and said that she is staying at the island instead .. I don't know to feel happy or sad .. I just feel bad . But deep inside my heart I love my parents most .. Without them there wont be me without being here I'll never know that this world exists . Heh ! ^^ I love you mum and dad ! Lately they also found out that my mood isn't good .. And they did tried their best to cheer me . Quite happy ah .. Alright ~ while writing this they just called me from the island . So sweet eh ... I only dare to trust my parents ..

Sunday, 18 December 2011

Rotten apple

Rot rot rot . Rot everyday . Stare into space . Looking like a fool . But I really don't feel like doing anything . Anymore . So tired . I think I look like a rotten apple . Cool . Very cool . Hahaha . Sticking to my bed .

Leave me

Ah .. Don't bother to blog so much already . Lost hopes , trust and everything . Well , I have to get myself up . I won't fall back . I don't want to give up . I want to stand . Trusts , hopes , everything .. Goodbye . I'm not a fool ..

Friday, 16 December 2011


Another day . A day .. I find this world so stupid , childish , selfish . When I woke up my mum already scolded me .. For small small matters .. My room is dirty . What the hell .. Check out my brother's room , go scold him instead . Why not ? Afraid ? I really really hate it .. Sometimes I really wanna talk back but .. I just can't . And it's not about being afraid of my parents .. Is that I respect them . Things were never like this in the past .. But it changed already .. Nothing to say .. I really don't know what else is true .. Really .. Nothing is true ..

Wednesday, 14 December 2011

Get lost .

Mood like shit when I got back from school ! My brother , saying like I went out with my boyfriend or something and my parents like believing him or something ! Don't understand .. I just don't . I can never . Yap son is their most precious thing ever . So now what ? Leave me alone !

Monday, 12 December 2011

Uh huuu

Hey . Hu didn't blog for few days .. Yesterday and today drank a little . Good , it made me felt happier . Today went bowling . Quite fun quite boring .. Just the few of us that's why . Just now my mum was so called arguing with her sister .. I tried to comfort her but end up being so ungrateful .. Why can't people learn to appreciate .. Why can't people learn to love those really care for them .. So hurt being rejected while trying to show concern to those you love or care .. What hurt most in my life is living in this world .. So sick and tired of it ..

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Broom !

Hi aye captain ! Hahaha ahhh dying my hair .. Miss this current one ! Brrr.. It's all because of !!! Argh ! Don't like ! :(

Here ya go ~

Oh no ~ did not blog today ! I forgot ! Uh oh . Haha okay nothing much . Just stay home ! Watch tv , workout ! No fun but relaxing . Heh ~ here ya go !

Tuesday, 6 December 2011

Monday, 5 December 2011

Sour , nice .

Boo ! I'm back yo . Hehe ! Argh wanted to make something but can't ! Pftt ! Forget it . Always forget it . Ohoh I like this ! I mean I love this ! Hahaha ! I love sour taste !

Saturday, 3 December 2011


Look look look ! Heho ~ ! Rainbow !!! I went near the beach yesterday to take capture these beautiful memories ! Won't forget how the feeling was ! Hehe ! Love it !

Pftt !

Hello . Rainy day ! So boring ! Can't go out to play ! Pftt ! All I can play with is my hamster and dog . Not that bad . I know nothing will be there for me but I feel animals and music are always with me . They ain't scary ! Unlike we humans . They tend to go around hurting each other . Well I won't want to care anymore ! Alright ;)

Friday, 2 December 2011

Ham ham ham !!

Wee hoo ! Hahaha ! Happy happy ! Today I started building my babies' home ! Wee !! But still undone .. Haha it's okay ~ till I got what I need, I will finish it with y best ! Woo ! Hahaha !

Thursday, 1 December 2011

Hell yeah man !

Woo ! Hello ! Hehee I was so excited with my hamsters ! Ah ! Wee ~ ! Hahahaha !