Saturday, 7 January 2012

Batam trip !

Woo . Went batam for three days to do CIP . Uh tired ~ but it was meaningful la . Admire those orphans . They were strong kids who are really alone in this world and yet surviving happily in such dirty and uncomfortable environment . Hmm .. Good .. They are really strong people . Oh and this boy , so cute ! When I gave out clothes and stuffs this boy came to me and asked for my name ! And when I was boarding the bus , he ran to me from the field and shouted my name then bye bye ~ hahaha so cute ! I would marry him man ! Heh ah joking ~ I would choose to live with them .. They have got innocent looking eyes .. And they were just a simple human being .. Really wish my life is like that . Oh and yesterday wanted to do piercing on my right ear .. But the aunt said its dangerous ! Uh .. Forget it I will find other places that could pierce the place I wanna pierce . Oh and I bought belly stud ! Pretty much ~ uh I really need to do piercing ~ I don't feel good .. And .. I am down with flu ! Bad bad , I kept sneezing ! Like .. Every minute . Uh nose dropping la .. Had a fun day with Sunnie , my classmate . She went my house to bathe and eat . My parents was enjoying with her . Awe sweet ~ well , maybe she is coming again next week to study with me . N levels this year ! I wanna leave everything aside except studies .. So I can let go everything this way . Hopefully ? Yeayea ~ alright ~

Sunday, 1 January 2012

Cheers everyone

It's a new year ! Let everything pass ! Live till the fullest !!! Cheers people !! Will work hard for this year exams .

Tuesday, 20 December 2011


Went island for one day . And I'm coming back today . Because there is school tomorrow ! Oh no ... Alright going to go get Christmas present for mum and dad ! Maybe .. A couple watch ? ^^ heh .. Try to find a perfect one for them . Alright ~ bye .

Monday, 19 December 2011


Woo rain ~ screw you man . Went to buy another hamster house again . Wanted to sit on bus from one end to the other end then go home but .. Too lazy . I felt bad towards my mum cause she knew I was all alone at home but I just told her off .. But I really didn't mean to .. Because my dad met an accident last two years and he's still on wheelchair and I really don't want mum to leave him i was afraid that he would fall or something .. But after that my mum called back and said that she is staying at the island instead .. I don't know to feel happy or sad .. I just feel bad . But deep inside my heart I love my parents most .. Without them there wont be me without being here I'll never know that this world exists . Heh ! ^^ I love you mum and dad ! Lately they also found out that my mood isn't good .. And they did tried their best to cheer me . Quite happy ah .. Alright ~ while writing this they just called me from the island . So sweet eh ... I only dare to trust my parents ..

Sunday, 18 December 2011

Rotten apple

Rot rot rot . Rot everyday . Stare into space . Looking like a fool . But I really don't feel like doing anything . Anymore . So tired . I think I look like a rotten apple . Cool . Very cool . Hahaha . Sticking to my bed .

Leave me

Ah .. Don't bother to blog so much already . Lost hopes , trust and everything . Well , I have to get myself up . I won't fall back . I don't want to give up . I want to stand . Trusts , hopes , everything .. Goodbye . I'm not a fool ..

Friday, 16 December 2011


Another day . A day .. I find this world so stupid , childish , selfish . When I woke up my mum already scolded me .. For small small matters .. My room is dirty . What the hell .. Check out my brother's room , go scold him instead . Why not ? Afraid ? I really really hate it .. Sometimes I really wanna talk back but .. I just can't . And it's not about being afraid of my parents .. Is that I respect them . Things were never like this in the past .. But it changed already .. Nothing to say .. I really don't know what else is true .. Really .. Nothing is true ..